this post is very late haha., i should have posted this one last week but i was too busy counting memories hahaha
uhm., maebelle(one of my classmates) have this black book where in we have to fill it up with our answers of her questions (i didn't care if its required or whatever XD) so i did post my answers there., though some are very confidential i just thunk its ok for everyone to know coz we're graduating anyway, secrets will soon be nonesense to me(that what i think it was) except that im having doubts what Melvin(my hs crush ever XD) would think or react if he reads it. I still took the risks though ahe.
i forgot the questions really ahe(this is what i call 'post-it-before-you-forget') haha lol! but there are questions about HS crushes, and i did write there Mel's name. And its soo weird! I think he knows already what i was writing! Know why? He kept on walking around me while im Writing. and im thinking he's trying to see it! waa! and one time, i got soo ditructed with him, i left the chair and went in the near front chairs and guess what! he was still walking around me! This time, he's pretending he's waiting or looking outside the windows NEAR ME! it was soo obvious. Then i knew he was curius and he will insist on reading it for his curiosity ebr! ugh!
and then its someones turn until i lost my guarding eyes on the book for him not to see it. but i have to leave the room for my clearance., i was soo worried about something else so eventually i forgot everything about the book and Melvin reading it. the whole Ma'am Api-it drama happen at the same day that day. i was soo not myself when i went back to the room., and he's still there. the room's already locked. He's with Von holding the book. i was still not myself and then i calmed my self realizing its gonna be soo embarassing for him to read it
i was trying to get the book but they were too possesive with it. i didnt get it plus i made blytton(my friend)suspect! and yes! he knew Mel's name was there soo he like uhm tried to spill it.
hayy and after that i guess Mel knew already., i was like 'ui pls wag nyo basahin
yung akin!' and Mel was like 'ano naman mababasa sa sinulat ni jully?' with his sarcastic voice so uhm yah., i guess he knew already ahayyy
uhm the day before the class pouting, we went to te school to meet and buy stuffs needed., surprisingly, again! he was there! and the big news was Mel read what i wrote and they saw it!. they did not tell me what his reaction was but im sure im not going to like it :( i was really regreting what i wrote there., i did wrote everything i wanted to say! hayyy., i dont know., after i knew about that i was soo thinking about it and i went to my own conclusions.
we were friends before, and now that he knew the fact that i liked him more than he think i did only as a friend, i guess it wont be the same like what we were before. we were close and i liked that, and i swear i never took our friendship as an advantage, not at all. we were friends like what he thought we were. i like him, thats all. i know he wants someone else and i mean every bword i told him when i wanted him to like her more. we're just friends and i accepted that before i liked him pa. hayy., hard yes, truth is i just cant be as close as i was to him like before, from then on, its goona be a lot different between us. if there will be a 'between us' after that. i have decided not to see him or text him ever. and since we graduated already, i might not see him again ever. hahah no no! wrong term., i mean we will not be friends like we were before.(we're in the same school XD) yeah thats the end i guess hayy
next chapter? idontknow.,
.jummeh :(
uhm., maebelle(one of my classmates) have this black book where in we have to fill it up with our answers of her questions (i didn't care if its required or whatever XD) so i did post my answers there., though some are very confidential i just thunk its ok for everyone to know coz we're graduating anyway, secrets will soon be nonesense to me(that what i think it was) except that im having doubts what Melvin(my hs crush ever XD) would think or react if he reads it. I still took the risks though ahe.
i forgot the questions really ahe(this is what i call 'post-it-before-you-forget') haha lol! but there are questions about HS crushes, and i did write there Mel's name. And its soo weird! I think he knows already what i was writing! Know why? He kept on walking around me while im Writing. and im thinking he's trying to see it! waa! and one time, i got soo ditructed with him, i left the chair and went in the near front chairs and guess what! he was still walking around me! This time, he's pretending he's waiting or looking outside the windows NEAR ME! it was soo obvious. Then i knew he was curius and he will insist on reading it for his curiosity ebr! ugh!
and then its someones turn until i lost my guarding eyes on the book for him not to see it. but i have to leave the room for my clearance., i was soo worried about something else so eventually i forgot everything about the book and Melvin reading it. the whole Ma'am Api-it drama happen at the same day that day. i was soo not myself when i went back to the room., and he's still there. the room's already locked. He's with Von holding the book. i was still not myself and then i calmed my self realizing its gonna be soo embarassing for him to read it
i was trying to get the book but they were too possesive with it. i didnt get it plus i made blytton(my friend)suspect! and yes! he knew Mel's name was there soo he like uhm tried to spill it.
hayy and after that i guess Mel knew already., i was like 'ui pls wag nyo basahin
yung akin!' and Mel was like 'ano naman mababasa sa sinulat ni jully?' with his sarcastic voice so uhm yah., i guess he knew already ahayyy
uhm the day before the class pouting, we went to te school to meet and buy stuffs needed., surprisingly, again! he was there! and the big news was Mel read what i wrote and they saw it!. they did not tell me what his reaction was but im sure im not going to like it :( i was really regreting what i wrote there., i did wrote everything i wanted to say! hayyy., i dont know., after i knew about that i was soo thinking about it and i went to my own conclusions.
we were friends before, and now that he knew the fact that i liked him more than he think i did only as a friend, i guess it wont be the same like what we were before. we were close and i liked that, and i swear i never took our friendship as an advantage, not at all. we were friends like what he thought we were. i like him, thats all. i know he wants someone else and i mean every bword i told him when i wanted him to like her more. we're just friends and i accepted that before i liked him pa. hayy., hard yes, truth is i just cant be as close as i was to him like before, from then on, its goona be a lot different between us. if there will be a 'between us' after that. i have decided not to see him or text him ever. and since we graduated already, i might not see him again ever. hahah no no! wrong term., i mean we will not be friends like we were before.(we're in the same school XD) yeah thats the end i guess hayy
next chapter? idontknow.,
.jummeh :(
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